Emotions

I felt that I am seriously not ok... My emotions are pouring down like nobody's business... I do not know why, but I just felt uneasy... Tired and stressed... I hate this feeling but I'm undergoing now... I felt like banging my head on the wall, or find someone who hates me to give me a few tight slaps, so that I felt better... Feel like crying, but no tears sheded; Feel like talking to someone, but don't know who should I talk to... I hate myself for being like that... Seriously hating myself now!