Weekend

I had a great weekend... Hmm... How would I say that? I think I should start the story after I finish my work..........

Well, while I was still in the office, one of my long long time friend (for that time lolx) drop me a message in msn... Hmm... I think we didn't chat for almost one year already (I think so?)... Well, we started to chat once he drop me a message in MSN... I wanted to say sorry to him cause he was so excited to saw my reply but I forgotten who he was in the first place... I was really sorry... We keep on chatting untill I finish work, and was sms'ing each other till I reach home...

After bath, we continue... We chat a lot of things and it was so happy for me...(I think he was happy too) hehe~ Well, as it was Saturday, night, I went dinner with my best friend and we end up at Segafredo, Belissa Roll... It was so suprising that both of us played "Digimon" whole night instead of "Dota"...hahax~ While I was playing, I Chat with him too through msn... Sega Belissa Roll closed very late that day as there is a gang of people still there... We left at about 4 am and by that time, it was raining very heavily~ OMG... It was so damn heavy and so difficult for me to

drive back...but I reach home as well after around half an hour drive....

As for Sunday, I didn't go out, but to online and cht on msn...I spend whole day chatting... and I am so damn happy... Nothing Special happened on Sunday, as it was a special and memorable day for me... But I hope to keep it secretive for just me and him....

Notes to him:

I was really happy that we can chat again on msn and this time it was so different....

I hope that we'll continue on like that...

I hope you are happy too...

anywayz,

-I missed you-

-SeriouSly-

See ya later..........

Stucked

Hmm....I was stucked in the office lolx~ Well, please don't misunderstood what I mean by that...I don't mean that I was being lock in the office and I can't get home...I said that is because my office's CPU which control the major networking is down, so the whole office cannot access the network database, and we can't work... That is wad I mean by I'm stucked... Sitting in the office, but doing nothing.... >.<

Well, stucked in the office was just one example... Acctually, what I wanted to express in what I was stucked is that, my mind was stucked...I felt that my mind stop thinking and it's all the image of someone in it... OMFG~ What happened to me? Yesterday, he didn't turn up neither on MSN or FaceBook... I was like... Oh~ Deeply dissapointed... What happened to me? I was ok all the time... Am I falling in another trap? I always make myself clear and alert that I am not going to fall in the trap again... But, what am I doing now? In the progress to fall in the trap... GOSH~ What can I do to stop myself from falling into it? I dunno.....

-Why?-

-Why?-

-Why?-

-Why?-

-Why?-

I keep asking myself since Thursday night... But, I can't get the answer... How am I going to deal with stucking in the trap? What I can say is I will try my very best for not to fall into it.... But will I fall in it? seriously, I dunno.....

But there is stil the same thing I wanted to say....

-I'm seriously Missing You-

-I'm seriously Missing You-

-I'm seriously Missing You-

-I'm seriously Missing You-

-I'm seriously Missing You-

-I'm seriously Missing You-

-I'm seriously Missing You-

-I'm seriously Missing You-

-I'm seriously Missing You-

I know everyday saying the same thing is kinda bored....but I have no choice... Because I really miss him... I think I was adicted... Haiz...

Emo

I don't know what happened to me...I was damn moody and turn to be emotional since yesterday night...What happened to me? I was asking myself... I really really dunno~Seems like everything is wrong to me...What is correct? I dunno...

What am I thinking? another dunno.....The feeling is like I missed something or someone a lot...a lot...Am I really in that situation? Again, dunno~I was happily playing my beloved Digimon everyday, but yesterday, I was like....hmm....losing energy to play that game...What happened to me? Really, seriously, I dunno.....

I know I am not supposed to be like that...But, now I am really in that situation...I hate to be in this situation...When I am in this situation, I can't concentrade on my work, I lose my directions and I lose everything....OMFG~ Please...Is there anyone to rescue me? Haiz........

I feel like I am missing someone or something very badly... Well, maybe I get adicted? Dunno.....Hope that this situation can end fast.....

Notes to someone special:

-I Miss You-

-I Miss You-

-I Miss You-

-I Miss You-

-I Miss You-

This is what I can say, and this is what I am thinking right now.....

-Hope To See You Soon-

09.09.09

Well...09.09.09, its a combination of numbers as it is repeating... Yesterday, everyone was discussing this date, which is 09.09.09... hmm....well, its Malaysia's Radio Day....(As I heard from Red.FM yesterday), a lot of people went to register for their marriage as well, since this is a special date and it is easy to remember... I think there are babies born as well yesterday...lolx~

As for me, hmm...It's just an ordinary day...Still need to work, as I'm rushing for the completion of accounts...The customer is chasing over...Not only me, the whole office is like, kinda in the 'war situation' everyone is damn buzy and dealing with each other's job...No doubt, my msn and my yahoo mailbox for sure will be open as I am in the office lolx~

09.09.09

hmm....at first, there wasn't any memorable things for me to remember, but, something did happened after I came back from my lunch...When I just reach my office after lunch, I saw my msn message window is blinking...OoPs, there is someone looking for me while I was away lolx~ I just opened it and it was a message from one of my as I can say "new friend" (By that time) added me from FaceBook...But unfortunately, he was already off when I wanted to reply him...

Later, He on back...we had a little chat and he asked me when I finish my work so that we can chat even longer...Its the same thing encountering....well, he asked me am I single lolx~ I told him to read my profile carefully...He just gave me a cute silly smile...(he is on the webcam)...

Well, when he heard that, he suddently asked me to be his lover...At first, I was so....hmm... another case again....lolx~ but this is different as I felt that he is cute, sweet ... This is my first impression on him...hahax~ (sure he is happy when he saw this) I didn't give any response for that question... I promised that we can have another chat session while I am back at home later...

Mostly, after work, I won't on my MSN to chat, but yesterday, I did... At first, I was just...hmm...since I promised him to on, so I need to do that...cause I don't want to break my promise lolx~ I did on, and we had a great and long chat session yesterday night... Well, I didn't promise him anything...I just tell him that, we'll let it be...

But, seriously, I have a happy chatting session with him....Maybe I fell for him? Dunno...

anywayz,

-I Seriously Miss You-

Hope to chat with you soon.....

Memory Recalled

It was more than half a year I break up wif my lover (I should call him ex for now), we started on New Year 2009, which is 01/01/09 and our relationship ends up 27/02/09... Hmm... I can say it was more than half year...

Well, yesterday nite, at around 1045 pm, while I was dealing with my "Digimon Game" lolx, suddently my phone rang... I was suprised that my ex called me up... I remember that yesterday was his birthday, so, in the afternoons, I already send a birthday wish via FaceBook to him. I was shock when I saw his call. It was about 7 months since we broke up and we didn't even contact each other... Suddently, both of us turned to be like....hmm....strangers as I can describe...

We chat for more than half an hour... We talked a lot... He even praised that I looked more handsome than last time... Is it? I'm wondering lolx~ I do recall our memories... Although its short, but its sweet... Both of us were single at the momment... but that doesn't means that we're going to get together again lolx~ Both of us were buzy with each other's life... He is going to graduate next year, Jan... Anywayz, all the best to him... Hope he finds his true love soon... lolx~

As for me, the feeling really do gone... is it because I didn't love him deep enough? Or I'm a flower hearted? lolx~ A lot of people said that both of us are very matching... It was a waste to hear that we broke up...hahax~ Well, I have nothing to comment about this, but what I want to say is that not everything is in our control, just let it be, and hope for the best~

Well, I guessed I had a good memory recalled session yesterday night.... lolx~ Should I be happy? or? pissed off?

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What A Day

Today is Monday, as usual... I went to the office in the morning... But Guess... there is something strange happened... And this really do freak me out...

Well, after i on my pc, its usual for me to sign in my msn and skype as well... My work for today its kinda ok... (At least i'm not yet flooded) My boss meeting with me in the morning, and our secretarial assistant... My boss needs the updated listing of the financial year end of all our customers... So, I offered and help the girl to complete the task...

Hmm...I think at around 10:30, suddently, one msn message popped up... I saw the message... It sounds like that : "Gor Gor, long time didn't chat with you le" When I saw this message, I was really get pissed... Well, since when I have a so call "didi" which I totally dont recognize his e-mail address? After a few chats, he suddently popped out a question which is even more unbelivable ... Suddently, He asked me :"Gor, are you single?" As usual, I just replied "yes"...

Well, he seems happy to hear that... He replied: "Lets be together?"

OMFG~ What is this? I'm so sudden to receive a message like this.... and I was like, Oh there is something happening..... I was stunned by that question and I totally lost the direction on how to response... Well, I'm not planning to engaged in any relationship in the momment... And this question really do freak me out! Well, I don't hope to hurt him... I just use "How well do you know me?" As a reason which I reject... He is not giving up.... and popped out another response which is "Lets start to know each other from now..." well, I do accept, but I told him without any engagement in relationships except Gor Gor and Di Di .....

I am so sorry to say that, seriously, you are NOT my cup of tea... I don't want to hurt you, so i rejected you in the other way... If you saw this blog, I am really sorry for that, but I really can't take the risk as to "try to be together" If I do that, you will be hurt.....

I AM SORRY~

I AM SORRY~

I AM SORRY~

I AM SORRY~

I AM SORRY~

That is the only words I can say to you.....

Truely sorry.....

Cut My Hair Dy

hmm....today after work, I went to cut my hair ler....I didn't change my hairstyle, but I did trim it shorter...at least it looks more neat....hehe~

Today was a buzy day for me...in office, rarely have time to do my things....my boss keep on giving me training...Tax Computation, my god, its so damn complicated...that is why people said tax knowledge is the most valuable part of accountants, seems that, its the truth~

Besides tax computation, my boss also gave us a very detailed SQL accounting software training...He hopes that we can support and back-up the call in customers, so that he can concentrade on his job...lolx~ Although its tough, but I feel that its worth it~

Well, this weekend, I'm going to Auto-City, BM...so damn excited....hope that tonight will be damn fun...hehe~

Relax time dude~

Its weekend!

Busy~

Lately I've been reading other people's blogs. I found out that there are a lot of bloggers using English as their main language to blog. That's why I'm thinking of using back English to blog so that my blog not only open to chinese, but there can be other readers as well...

Since I joined the new firm, I'm being buzy. My work load increases a lot compared to my previous firm. Although I just join the firm for one week plus, but it seems that I've already joined a few months. But then, although I have a very high work load, but I wont be grumbling because I have a great boss and a nice pay as well. Lolx~

I am undergoing a damn busy life, I know..... Saturday is my only relax day, hang out with friends, hmm....that feels great I can say. No lovers lately, single but maybe not available. Hahax~ (what am I talking about?) Well, I felt that I'm seriously missing someone in my heart, hope to hear from him soon. If I would go down to KL, I can meet him for sure. But then, with my present work load, I'm not able to travel. I can't even get my leave. I'm planning to go down to KL by the end of the year, but I don't know whether I can get to apply my leave or not. Haiz~

By the way, I'm glad because I have a group of best friends supporting me. No matter what happened to me, they will be the first to approach me. Really thanks guys~ I appreciate it, really..... Anywayz, wish whoever reading my blog to have a happy day~