Irritating

Do not ever think that you know me well, and you can be funny at the back of me...
Do not ever think that because you know me, you are entitle to invite my hubby to go out with you without my notice...
If you really think that you know me so well, do you know that, acctually I seriously do not like, as in SERIOUSLY DO NOT LIKE what you are doing right now!

4 Years

My "er jie" called up me just a short while ago... He was asking about how am I doing lately as its quite sometime we didn't meet each other since our last gathering... He did ask about how is it going between me and my hubby... Suddently he reminded me about something which I always negleted in each of my relationships... That is a period of so called "probation" that each of us need to undergo in order to stabilize our relationship...

He said, to consider a stable relationship, need to undergo at least a period of 4 years... 4 years, not long, but not a short period as well... Can my hubby and I undergo through it? Is it too much to worry about this now? I also do not know... I just know that in a sudden, I was so quiet and started to think about this issue... If you ask me what I wanted or what I hope it will be? Of course my answer will be I hope that I can undergo the 4 years and archieve a stable relationship with my hubby... I love him, this is the fact, but no one knows what will happen in future...

I tell myself, by hook or by crook, I want to undergo the 4 years and archieve a stable, so call stable relationship with my hubby... The reason is simple, because I Love Him.... I really love him so much... I don't want to loose him in my life.... I do not want that to happen... Gambate ba!

Emotions

I felt that I am seriously not ok... My emotions are pouring down like nobody's business... I do not know why, but I just felt uneasy... Tired and stressed... I hate this feeling but I'm undergoing now... I felt like banging my head on the wall, or find someone who hates me to give me a few tight slaps, so that I felt better... Feel like crying, but no tears sheded; Feel like talking to someone, but don't know who should I talk to... I hate myself for being like that... Seriously hating myself now!

Mentally Tortured, Stressed Out

Well, why I said so? Early in the morning, I was already being stressed out by those indian workers regarding their salary problem... They are just so noisy and I am the one always being sandwiched in between my boss and them... OMG~ They are trying to break my day into pieces just early in the morning...

The worst part is just now, in the late evening before end of the day, my boss suddently get a complain from Pedas, Linggi that the electricity in the house was cut by TNB and my boss is so damn mad and after we check with TNB, only know that it was tripped and not electricity cut off... Again, I kena for no reason...

I don't know what happened today, really stressed me out... Damn!

Rainy Season

Well, KL and PJ area are undergoing rainy season lately... Raining is good acctually as to moisture the air, but I just do not understand, why it chooses to rain during the time everyone finishes work... This is the one which I do not like... Due to the rain, trafic jams are caused and I seriously hate it... Suppossingly I can reach home in half an hour time, but because of the terrible trafic jam, I reached home after an hour... Its being 2 days, it was sunny through out the whole day but when around 430 or 5 pm, it started to rain heavily suddently...

So tired of working lately... so damn busy in the office... tons of work waiting for me to clear... Just do not know why, no matter how much I clear, the work load is still there... Haiz~

Well, my hubby will be coming back soon... I think it will be next week... He do not want to tell me the acctual date he will be back because he wanted to give me a suprise by knocking my door suddently... Miss him so so much... Really hope to see you soon... Can't wait for the day to arrive...

Bad Day

Well, I found out that lately my Friday is always bad... Last Friday, My petrol was stolen and I lost RM 100; Wheares this Friday, I was scolded by my 2 of my bosses this morning and it's not really my fault...

I'm just feeling so down and I have no mood to do everything... Why huh? Why My Friday lately always ruin my weekends... Haizzzzz~

Miz my hubby so much... Whenever I encounter problems, he is always the first one I'll go to... and he is always my best remedy to make me smile... But seems that, tonight my hubby is buzy... Miss you hubby... Hope to see you real soon...

God Had Given You A Face, and You, Get Yourself Another~

" God Had Given You A Face, and You, Get Yourself Another "
~Quoted By William Shakesphere

Well, this is a quote, quoted by William Shakesphere... At 1st I was a bit blur about it, but I get the true meaning behind... Since God had given you a face, just be yourself, do not get yourself another one...

Do not try to be a copy cat, or thinking of wearing a mask and you could be another person... Being youself is something relax and to be proud of... If God had given you such qualifications, so just be with it... Do not try to change it... Copying someone is something difficult...

My hubby always tell me, do not change to much... I love you is because who you are, just be yourself and it is more than enough... I love you too hubby... Hugz Hugz